Recently my class watched a video called To This Day written by Canadian poet, Shane Koyczan.


 "Every school was a big top circus tent
 and the pecking order went
 from acrobats to lion tamers
, from clowns to carnies. Aall of these were miles ahead of who we were
 we were freaks
, lobster claw boys and bearded ladies, 
oddities 
juggling depression and loneliness playing solitaire spin the bottle 
trying to kiss the wounded parts of ourselves and heal
. But at night 
while the others slept 
we kept walking the tight rope 
it was practice
 and yeah
 some of us fell. But I want to tell them 
that all of this 
is just debris 
left over when we finally decide to smash all the things we thought 
we used to be
 and if you can’t see anything beautiful about yourself 
get a better mirror 
look a little closer
 stare a little longer
 because there’s something inside you 
that made you keep trying 
despite everyone who told you to quit. You built a cast around your broken heart
 and signed it yourself
 you signed it 
they were wrong.

 But this video was not just a 'feel bad about yourself let others feel his pain' it was to show that we need to feel good about ourselves no matter what anyone thinks about us.  If people don’t like us for who we are they are not a real friend. We all are mean sometimes because we have all said something mean. If we are mad or sad it does not make it okay to let our anger out on other people. 

 Most people will make a mean side comment to their friends and think its okay but it makes people really sad.  We don’t always realize it but that does not mean you are a bad person, its just showing you that what you are doing is wrong. Some people like to be alone and hide in the shadows but most people don’t and if you are like me you want to be yourself you want to live life while you can. Most people don’t even know what they're doing is wrong but we do and so you need to tell them not let them rule you.  I am not worried for high school like every one else because I’m not afraid to be myself. 

 
My class has recently read a book called wonder. their ' this boy named august he has a cleft palet and a boy named julian called him a freak and a boy named jack punched him and did the write thing and he got sespended for that and a kid named julain has said to over 500 hunderd people that jack has the pleague and told that jack punched him for fun and his mom is head of the school board and sent an email to jacks parents I think it was an acsdent and I hope it wont happen again but  I think the new kid in the school is adding an adintoal berdin of stress with his speical needs and am hoping he leaves the school soon.  julains mom photo shoped augusts face out of the class photo for parents and they dont relay care if she did or not. jacks dad said in a mad but sarcastic email saying thanks for caring about my kid so mutch he said he is fine and thanks for letting jack stay at this school. My thoughts are imagine how heartless you would have to be and after the party julan threw no one but summer and august would talk to jack. I relay want to make a change because of this book imagine waking up every day and people reject you disinclude you and bully you because you look diffrent. I have experianced not being included and bulled and called names because of my persanality I thought No one new how I felt but lots of peope do make a change
 
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Pizza

11/26/2012

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Today I went to Pizza Hut with my family and we got bacon and ham pizza and it was relay good because it was crunchy on the bottem and soft at the was amazing and I tried the new hot dog stuffed crust and I rate it a 1 out of 1i got a Pepsi. I relay liked the waiter she never asked questions told us what was a rip of and helped us a lot witch was good and for dessert we had bred in a ball coverd in cinnamon and suger.
 
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I would wish to stop bullying and help people all over the world because I am a victom to just like every one reading this no one likes it no one asked to be bullied most of the time it is something at home that bother's them. I would choose this is because I get bullied so  I would like it to stop to i would like for you to watch the video on my bulleying page as most of you now amanda todd killed her self and people have posted mean things about her but i will tell the story amanda was in grade 7 when some one asked her to flash so she did and next year on her facebook page a guy told her to put on a show or he would put the pic of her breast on facebook she natrulay said no!! so he sent the pic to all her freainds so she chagend schools and it happend 5 more times. Inthe next school and she got a phone call to go to a boys house and told her to come over he said his girl freaind wasnt their so she went over the man did it again so she drank bleech and survived when she went back to school the boy and his girl freaind beet her up she felt s