Recently my class watched a video called To This Day written by Canadian poet, Shane Koyczan.


 "Every school was a big top circus tent
 and the pecking order went
 from acrobats to lion tamers
, from clowns to carnies. Aall of these were miles ahead of who we were
 we were freaks
, lobster claw boys and bearded ladies, 
oddities 
juggling depression and loneliness playing solitaire spin the bottle 
trying to kiss the wounded parts of ourselves and heal
. But at night 
while the others slept 
we kept walking the tight rope 
it was practice
 and yeah
 some of us fell. But I want to tell them 
that all of this 
is just debris 
left over when we finally decide to smash all the things we thought 
we used to be
 and if you can’t see anything beautiful about yourself 
get a better mirror 
look a little closer
 stare a little longer
 because there’s something inside you 
that made you keep trying 
despite everyone who told you to quit. You built a cast around your broken heart
 and signed it yourself
 you signed it 
they were wrong.

 But this video was not just a 'feel bad about yourself let others feel his pain' it was to show that we need to feel good about ourselves no matter what anyone thinks about us.  If people don’t like us for who we are they are not a real friend. We all are mean sometimes because we have all said something mean. If we are mad or sad it does not make it okay to let our anger out on other people. 

 Most people will make a mean side comment to their friends and think its okay but it makes people really sad.  We don’t always realize it but that does not mean you are a bad person, its just showing you that what you are doing is wrong. Some people like to be alone and hide in the shadows but most people don’t and if you are like me you want to be yourself you want to live life while you can. Most people don’t even know what they're doing is wrong but we do and so you need to tell them not let them rule you.  I am not worried for high school like every one else because I’m not afraid to be myself. 




Leave a Reply.